Teeth gnashing,
palms sweating,
the rage takes over.
Loneliness,
fear,
betrayal.
My feelings are useless,
ignored.
Why not me?
Why this?
Why now?
Questions repeating over
and over
in my head.
Loss of control
and lack of self-control
bring me to this point.
Then a kiss,
a reassurance.
Beautiful, loving.
Three words that still
make my heart stop,
even after everything else.
When will it end?
Before I'm ready,
but after it needs to.
And so we are here again.
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